A week after I should have been born, I still wasn’t. And then a few days later when everyone had gone home, I arrived. My father presented me a voucher to redeem when I was eighteen. But he withheld his hug, from me, from Mum. He was impatient because you arrived late, she said.
It created an echo that was repeated over again. I was late. People got angry. I got later. They became angrier. I was late for school particularly on Thursdays. Double Chemistry. I was late for my first date, first kiss. Last dance. Last train home. She grew weary and I was too late to notice. I was late for the birth of our first child, and our last. The middle one never arrived.
I was late for the bus. The one that might have crashed had the bus driver not waited for me. Into a truck that loomed in the shadows and crossed our path just as I was getting on. I thought of my father’s displeasure. I told the bus driver that me being late had saved our lives. He listened more than I expected, and I took a window seat to catch the passing light.
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Why I Was Late was co-winner of the Stories at the Duncairn Shadows & Light Flash Fiction Competition. It was read on August 9 at Belfast’s Duncairn theatre by actor Tony Flynn during a Scribes story event with writers Paul McVeigh (one of the competition judges), Jan Carson and Bernie McGill.
https://www.theduncairn.com/events/scribes23-h5hb7
About Alan McCormick Writing
Alan McCormick lives with his family in Wicklow. He’s a Trustee and former writer in residence for InterAct Stroke Support, a charity employing actors to read fiction and poetry to stroke patients.
His writing has won prizes and been widely performed and published, including recently in The Stinging Fly, Banshee, The Lonely Crowd, Southword, Sonder and Exacting Clam magazines, and previously in Salt’s Best British Short Stories, A Wild and Precious Life – A Recovery Anthology, Modern Nature Anthology – Responses to Derek Jarman’s Modern Nature, The Poetry Bus, The Sunday Express Magazine, The Bridport and Fish Prize Anthologies, Popshot, Litro and Confingo; and online at Epoque Press, Words for the Wild, 3:AM Magazine, Culture Matters, Dead Drunk Dublin, Mono, Fictive Dream, The Quietus and Found Polaroids.
His story ‘Firestarter’ came second in the 2022 Francis MacManus RTE Short Story Competition and ‘Boys on Film’ came second in The 2023 Plaza Prizes Sudden Fiction competition.
DOGSBODIES and SCUMSTERS , his collection of short stories with flash shorts inspired by Jonny Voss’s pictures, was published by Roast Books and long-listed for the Edge Hill Prize.
Alan and Jonny also collaborate on illustrated shorts known as Scumsters – see more at Deaddrunkdublin.com and Scumsters.blogspot